Sio, how have you been? Sorry I haven't followed up with your blog very often. Hopefully you are feeling a lot better now than when you wrote this blog. I can understand the feeling of being betrayed by someone who you care very much. It hurts and you cry. But life still goes on. In a way, you should be glad that you see the truth, not still living in the dark. What's left now is the battle between your emotional and rational conscience. And I know, with us being a born "crab" baby, the emotional side 90% of the time wins. But in order to protect yourself from being hurt and heart broken all the time, you gotta be stronger and tougher on yourself. I am not saying you should be cold blooded, but sometimes you gotta let the truth speak for yourself (i.e. listen to what your head says, what makes most sense) instead of letting what your heart feels overwhelm you. Not sure if this helps at all, but I really hope you feel happier. You deserve better. Miss ya. Take care.

我同你GE生活 距離就像隔了條長河
但 我能感受到你的不快'
朋友 放開一點 好過一點
雖然現在沒有我在你身邊逗你歡笑
但我都希望你能過著愉快的生活
你永遠的實卜者
大波美